hear me rant

silly problems/overwhelming pressure/awful workload.
so much to bear.
but i wont let you witness my breakdown.
not going to cos it aint solving anything anw.
its such a terrible time.
worst, that its all bottling up.
i dont want to talk, cant.
will just vent all my frustrations/bitterness/disappointments and wreak ur day.
i hate to feel negative, but it seems unavoidable.

sry im senseless. im not thinking right.
i just want to pour out everything.
and hope it sorts itself.
if not, just dull my senses. numb, pain-free.
for now its just my temporary relief.
comfort food; total addiction.
geez, how i wish blogs can respond back.
they should have it talking; so i can blabber and blabber, get a respond and immediately feel normal again.
this is pathetic, i dont need my life to unraval like a korean drama.
not now at least.
i so need a ten-year series solution for this):