everything is fuzzy.
now i have loads to get out of my system.

every time i see bad stuffs happening to pple,
my heart goes out to them.
but never have i once thought it will be me. or rather it could.
the whole thing just seemed like a nightmare,
replaying replaying replaying; over and over.

it was turning when it shouldnt be and we so happened to play the role of unlucky pedestrians.
(pardon me for being vague and avoiding certain terms)
i dont rmb it strike.
all i knew was there was this enormous force, i was flying forward and fast.
seemed so unreal.
landed hard and rolled abit before all kinetic energy was lost.
in my head: where and what am i doing here, what was i doing before?
my head was throbbing furiously, then i rmb li jia.
fumbled getting up and i was pain all through.
it was a struggle and when i finally managed, i quickly took a couple of steps to her.
she was lying, with her arms n legs in a weird position.
somehow, i didnt seem to careso much of myself.
more for her.
perhaps cos i could not see how bad i looked.
seeing her, i was overwhelmed by tears.
he helped her in, i was at a lost to trust him or not.
gave in. his wife fetched us to MAH.
my head killing me.
reached, they wheeled us in. i thought i could walk, i couldnt.
they keep directing qns at me about me and li jia, hurt everytime i wreak my brains to think.
li jia was nauseous, shoved a plastic bag to her mouth
and she could still ask me "what is this? for what? why u give me?"
i was shaking uncontrollably/violently. nervous system gone haywire.
and i kept wanting to pee.
saw the doctor, he said its from the shock and the impact.
said i need to do CT san and xrays.
i had to do loads of xrays it was my whole back and he jokingly remarked that i will be exposed to alot of radiative rays tonight.
finally warded, we got a nice room.
li jia slept but could not.
bored and awfully tired.
it could have been much worst, thank god im alive?
docter say will take 3weeks plus to fully recover.
he even said: actually u can take ur papers here. we have patients doing that too and its pretty nice.
LIKE NO I DONT WANT!
in the end, outpatient leave but must go back for checks):