the saddest thing, to be misunderstood.

i dont know why recently im always feeling so down.
well, not that i didnt try to feel better.
i really did. but acting is not working.
just feel this need to drown myself in songs and talking to non-living things.
im a freak! ahas.
and twice i got this call in the shop asking for me and when i speak, the line goes dead.
hmm.