lazy to update.

well, worried abt esther. feel so helpless cos i can say nothing do nothing. im never wise w words and i guess the last thing i want to do is to make u feel worse.
missing everyone gone. esp dear pisang, i never knew you all had this big an impact. to be honest, i think you have been so much a part of me i feel this is somehow like a separation.
and i dont know why.
CARLS JUNIOR and HOKKIEN MEE are my newest cravings ha. guess w work and all, food's the only comfort. and watching a chick flick w guys. and totally not satisfying my urge for action movies thanks to them):
and i want shinjuku incident to hurry up open so hopefully i can see jackie chan kick some butts.
i NEED the action; i NEED the adrenaline rush.
impromptu outing was fun and jiayu droved to lagoon for stingray and hokkien mee. ahas, was uber satisfied cos we ended up w quite a portion for two(:

today has been too crazy.

she taught me, inverted scorpio, thats what it is. sexy.
i srsly need a charged camera and polariod films.

colmar tropicale, its tempting.
french-themed resort. beach and bar. start saving.

hard time telling night from day.
somehow, late afternoons are becoming mornings.
i just screwed my system. im malfunctioning already):
and blogging feels like a chore. okaye, just partially.

want to go out w girls, but budget. find my long lost suckmilk. eat hokkien mee in excess. go phuture? be healthily fat and not fat fat and i tink ive th tendency to blabber cos now im just particularly disturbed by th 'i reek of vodka' comment, that pisang rly believes th les tendency thingy and more disturbed w th life threatening vid in shinings cam at haji but i shld totally absorbed myself in 1litre of tears cos yes i successfully found it. this i must watch. bye.

just came across an lj, ):
but jayet cheered me. unknowingly?
j: come meet me and i make sure i feed u well
ahas
now stole pixs from est cos i tout will have th border thingy too like in her blog so nice.but why dnt have:P

REBEL ATTICA ARENA ZIRCA
i think i totally exhausted myself, consc shifts, lack of slp, jello legs.
totally worth it tho.
cnt believe i was so dumb to bring a cam uncharged. how horrid aha.
but company rocks anyhow, shining nish jia yan and my clone.
and freaking happy i saw my doraemon and for her extra lychees:D

im not dead, just in case u think i am.
except for my crappy stomach im otherwise good.
ahas. okaye, maybe abit exhausted too.
thanks mel for impromptu binge eating session and today is th first time i tried the mac sundae thingy. haha, and its AWESOME stuff and i feel so dumb:/
andthanks seaweed for the gift and scaring me and i feel so embarassed cos i think i screamed awfully loud sheesh. and thanks for missing your last bus im sorry.

i wanna faster save up to get out of singapore but when cn i do that. urgh, why must everyone go everywhere and make me go green w envy.
and i want to go out out out w the girls cos my camera is unused till then(:
(okaye, i stole nice pixs frm shining ha ha)
omg, im alr missing pillowfights minus getting beaten and shining why u not inside?:P

in a few hours time mummy will be going):
too tired to update but aint much anw. just go out eat kfc by the truckloads work see dear amzah n gust miss jasmine got rejected frm th peranakan restaurant and trying to date mariah.
oh. and wanted to eat hokkien mee like now but no one's going w me.
but cheers to snackers w shining in th bus:D

results came while i was at work.
no As but at least no C, D and Fs. felt so happy i cleared french and for my GPA((:
im glad everyone did okay ha ha ha!
on a random note, my naval piercing is worrying me. no thanks to my carelessness. urgh.

ytd's

overslept, and i didnt even feel my phone.
still managed to get myself down to SMU and gosh i knew its huge but not like ginormous (gigantic+enormous)! luckily i was smart enuf to tah pow pie kia:D
oh, one complain. i didnt know i cld wear shorts and i was dying literally frm th heat just cos i tout we had to look presentable all. aha, but the kids are great!!
its wunderful bluffing them im only 11 and convincing myself at th same time.
HEY, AND THEY ARE SMART OKAYE! taught me whats a c-box.

my camera's rest day today, that explains just one pic.
and im gonna miss mummy):

i was sleepy, but set mind to blog and taa-da.
my motive, to complain cos th aunty indeed cheated me of my money and feelings and now each film is about double th org cost tsk.
anyhow, imnow sure its training that made me this tired. drain every ounce of energy thats left ha ha. didnt get to nap. oh, curry flavour and icecream fondue and all th junk we had along th way was priceless((:
and ive got this sinful cravings for curry flavour now now now..th porkbelly is haunting me literally ahhhhh!!

JIAYU'S AWFULLY HANDY DANDY SUPRISE!(:

sheeesh, head hurts no mood to blog.
was reluctant to go for the HS gala dinner cos of many many reasons.
still, thanks to ay i did and at least th company was good(:
prog was the usual, dnt wanna elaborate. will just vomit pictures. ahas.
its really nice to catch up w ham and bum esp since i havent seen them for yrs. aha, and im guilty of kidnapping chew's hairband but that i cnt help:x
stoled th rest frm facebook, cos they are so awfully efficient and i secretly think huili is hotness!! i so better see jo n huihuilili in sch more now that u guys wnt be gg to sentosa. and hello suaysuay, HELLO MAO MAO!!

I WILL CATCH YOU IN NATIONAL GEOGRAPHICS I SO WILL! lastly, took pics w th tallest chew and the shortest eme(: