for the past few days i felt like im gonna fall sick.
now, i really am sick):

my timing hasnt been very good recently.
17chapters for RBB and how many for FARM?
so many, completely drained.
yet somehow, it doesnt feel like its exams.
at all.
im fearful, im sure i cant finish studying in time.

had a nightmare.
loan shark came to me for money and he wanted to kill me cos i cldnt pay.
AHA. and i was immensely terrified.
of all things,
why cnt i at least get a glimpse of whats coming out. dang!