Tuesday, December 30, 2008

school then worked to close.
and, i only spent 60cents.
:D
yea, im broke but wow. i can actually survived on one hip hop.
im insane(swear i didnt do tat on purpose)

i will post up taiwan and clar's bday pixs soon alrite:D
ciaos.

Monday, December 29, 2008

i cant believe i didnt know sch starts tmr.
im crazy.
:D

Sunday, December 28, 2008

im so happy, today im finally free from work.
got msg and called to work but im ignoring.
spare me.
and forgive me, too tired to blog ytd.

BUT THANKS SO SUPERBLY MUCH, BRAD!!(:
was suffocating in my air-con pasar malam, with all that mess and endless jostling.
AND YOU LIE TO ME LA, SAY EATING DINNER THEN SUDDENLY MATERIALIZE OUT OF NO WHERE. humpf.
but thanks for the surprise and the prezzie and my yet-to-claim starbucks and cookies and one unglam pix.
oh, and i tink ur bag super sexy but sexier on me.
(((((:

ps: i still rather put ytd's pix

AND THANKS BUSTIE!!((:
hate you for tricking me time and time agn but thanks for acting like another irritating customer and for my prezzie and going round th store entertaining me and for letting my workmates think u are my boyf and for me having to take ALOT of effort to enlighten them that we are just yrs of bestie. love u anyhow.
and nice hairdo.

no pic of ur new hair but this is nice rite??

thanks for making xmas sweeter. and i knw the pix rocks. haha, dont everyone look a whole lot nicer when they are eating:D
and I MISS MY FINA!!


Friday, December 26, 2008

merry xmas!!:D

for this christmas, its unlike any other.

reached singapore on th eve and today its work till end of mth,w sunday off. honestly, my body was giving all th signals why i shldnt go for work but i did. im proud of myself:x

funeral was today and im not close to her. but its a lie to say i dont feel affected. i mean, brain tumour..and a life is taken away. like that. so unfair.

missed/ will miss chalet and a few parties and somehow it feels like missing on alot. these have been what i was anticipating.

I is back to haunt me. i feel disturb and irritated and tired. using unknown numbers all th time and private number to call. and a couple of time i see the bikes that pass, i cnt be sure but i suspect its him. tinted visor so cnt cfm tho.

hahas. i think my xmas is pathetic and yes i admit im envious of those who cn eat baked turkey and open presents and just spending time w those u love and treasure. but, im happy im thought abt by those simple wishes and small gifts and lovely handmade cards. im happy my family fetched me frm the airport. happy selina baked me a scone. happy my gift for mummy and daddy touched them deeply. happy my friends are understanding. happy my workmates danced and acted so silly they made me feel just being there was worth it. and im happy i didnt pity myself and cn feel motivated.
i miss reallyhaving someone to confide to. lately, i feel very bottled up.
taipei trip has temporarily free me from all these n blogging has helped alot tho its abit restrictive.
still, its christmas and its awesome!(((((((((((((((((((((((:

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

of all things. sore throat):
AHAHA! but the chou toufu is super duper nice man!!
in love with it already.
will be going back tmr and we are so going back to shilin AGAIN!
room in a mess and not yet packed
:x
taipei is has been nice!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

BON VOYAGE GIRLS
taipei is awesome, truly awesome(:

better if im feeling well but love it anyhow.
i need my appetite and i need my sleep tho, tsk.
some earlier airport pics and i didnt manage to go to the sunflower garden but didnt miss the BUTTERFLY GARDEN!(: HA!!
well, nish and all were protesting but how can anyone not like butterflies? they are just the pwwwwweeeettiessssst!
AHAHA!
and i saw the DFS peeps and they still recognise me so thank god im not forgottened, easily at least.
and they enlightened me, COFFEE BAILEYS!
seriously. im a mountain tortise. i even didnt knw it existed.
room mates!((:
bunk w amanda and our room is just awesome awesome. walk-in wardrobe, sexy toilet, 2 king size beds and its really big:D
only thing, we are the only one on the 12th but im certainly not complaining.
and my room mate rocks and she has damn good taste!
aha, love it love everything but im having breakouts):
the night markets here are a DIE DIE MUST-GO! and the dogs here can ride on bikes okay!!
not kidding.
did i miss out anything? oh, and tried the KFC. I CANNOT ORDER COS ITS ALL CHINESE AND NO PICS AND THE CHICKEN IS NOT AS NICE!!!!!!!!
i miss singapore alr.
i will just post some pics anyhow.

FU JEN CATHOLIC COLLEGE!!!!!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

salivating alr. and growling tummy.
KFC KFC KFC KFC KFC KFC!!
and thanks brad for making my day.
you rock so bad.
esp with center-parting and hitler's mustache and a shocking pink manicure with matching lipstick((:

LOVE THE WORLD, LOVE SAD XMAS!

TAIPEI"S KFC!!!!!

u know, i was feeling pretty down and out.
thank god for the sweet peeps who entertained me(:
and thank god i uncovered a BOX of cornettos which no one told me abt.
hffft.
shall quickly shove whatever extra stuffs into my luggage tmr and im done.

bye bye singapore):
hello taiwan:/


anw, i saw th map and realise KFC IS BESIDE MY HOTEL AND THAT MADE ME FREAKING HAPPY! LIKE FREAKING FREAKING HAPPY!
but.
no one wants to eat with me and clar says im nuts but i think i will drag some one. if not, delivery? if not..go there and befriend fat taiwanese(:
I ROCK I KNOW!!
ps: and maybe if i succeed i can get daddy to bring us eat popeyes for breakfast! HOHO!!

Monday, December 15, 2008

thinking of volunteering.
not saying where, not where anyone will wanna go.
cut back/stop working.
circumstance makes a fool out of you.
feeling awful when things are awful enough.
being with people momentarily numbs u from all that.
like laughing at nothing. like watching time pass by. like watching movies.
or, sitting at that favourite spot w percy pig and people-watch.
aha.
oh ya, MUST WATCH WILD CHILD COS ITS DAMN GOOD AND MAKES YOU CRY FOR NO APPARENT REASON!!
and i must rant. brad loathes me cos im lesbian.
aha.
if there ever is a class system, i will be ' THE UNDESIRABLES'.
imagine. obese non-stop eating greedily hideously ugly lesbo.
thats me, yo.

time crawled, literally.
at night was when th fun begin(:
CLAR LING YOU ARE LEGAL!!
passed crazy elephant and i was like making some funny sound and some dude echoed back. sure made my hair stand but its cool to see afro wigs and tye-dye prints and hippy bands and the trademark peace sign stickers. everyone(almost) were so hippy-influenced.
yea.
first time at china one and there was no band but apart frm that, alls cool.
blog more tmr?
i feel like dread queen.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

the saddest thing, to be misunderstood.

i dont know why recently im always feeling so down.
well, not that i didnt try to feel better.
i really did. but acting is not working.
just feel this need to drown myself in songs and talking to non-living things.
im a freak! ahas.
and twice i got this call in the shop asking for me and when i speak, the line goes dead.
hmm.

Friday, December 12, 2008

went aston's specialties at cathay.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!! i finally tried alrite.
dinner was awesome, new york strip, wagu beef, sushi, M&S redcurrent biscuits blahblah(:
how can people actually diet.
sheesh, perhaps i really lack self-control. but heck.
watched twilight, not fantastic.
disappointment actually..but alice is a hot vampire(:

Thursday, December 11, 2008

wow, papers over ytd and im grounded alr.
):
this is just bad, SO AWFULLY BAD!! urgh. i mean not tt punggol e wasnt fun but its not worth getting grounded and sheesh.
what am i gonna do now?!?!?!?!?!
well, at least i will be out of here soon but 6 more days of nths?!

1. THE ARENA
2. thomson road's pratas and all th late night grp supper sessions
3. hubble bubble & blue jazz
4. late night movie-ing
5. more hang-arounds at punggol jetty
6. car rides
7. TIMBRE
8. night safari
and i can just say bye bye to all that. i feel like a caged animal alr.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008


(:
screwd MB):
i think i will have the saddest christmas.
no, i wont even have it at all..

one more to go.
and everyone can go zouk out for all i care.
that will just be awesome(:

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

im dead bored and my already microscopic eyes are threatening to closed and i have nothing to entertain me except lame online games and typing this to release all inner thoughts.
chocolate fudge brownie frozen yogurt is haunting me.
why wasnt i born and breed in th US? then i cn eat B&J and grow fat w fast food and watch supersize me and feel comforted im not the only one obese. i think im really blabbering,excessively but i rly dnt want to study for MB cos her notes change like the weather and my brain has had enuf. and im totally exaggerating abt the notes thing but she did indeed change and thats not doing me justice.
and red tt there was the vermonster challenge at chunkfest n teams challenge to gorge down icecream and tho i know i stand no chance but i dnt mind th free LOAD of icecream.
SEE SEE SEE. 1hr plus to paper. i hate tests.
I WANT CUSTOMISED TEE FROM NIKE OMG HOW COOL LAH!
i feel like im achy all over, and it sucks having to get out of bed like that.
ytd was much fun after C left and failed trying to suprise SN w cke and 'ang bao' cos she saw thru my plan and sheesh, why i always fail one?
was superbly drained.
at least i got some kick out of sticking post it behind people's back but failed only on my attempts on haha th housefly.

anw, study study study for paper at 5.
tho im severely time short(blame work), but pretty happy w all th effort ive put in. well, i hope this will be rewarding. i dnt want to work so hard for a disappointment..esp when im alr half dead. bye,

Saturday, December 6, 2008

JIAYU'S LAPTOP IS ROCKING!
see. (:
love this, shrek face.

Friday, December 5, 2008

okay, 2hours plus before my paper and im freaking scared.
french better be easy peasy.
back to my book.
im so touch xue er passed me her french notes, its makes more sense than the book.
okay. must note these down.
and how to memorise the numbers?
AHHHH!
chunk fest is haunting me, the idea of not being able to go.
so disgusting. got to work. i feel so sad. no icecreams.
mummy's not coming home tonite):

Thursday, December 4, 2008

i dont know how to write a cover letter.
this is bad, when everyone is done and submitting already.
fish balls!
and clar made cream cheese w bread and its in my bag and im awfully tempted to sneak a bite but there are patrolling librarians.
what mighty pests they are.
OOPS, haha.
french, late.
the tutor was different and when i scanned the class to see if it was indeed the right class, i realised that everyone looked foreign.
that just show how much of french i attend hur.
ANYHOW, I COULD DO THE FRENCH QUIZ!!
(not all, but 80%?)

thats an achievement man(:
called to work so that shld replace my thurs shift. was clar-sponsored head to toe since didnt want to waste a trip back home for uniform.
and i drank her granny's soup which is super tasty okay?! dont drool.
AND WE GOT CHIPS!! i feel a sore throat coming tho.
was supposed to study but fell asleep cos her room is soooo cosy.
but i still love my bed, in love with it!
this is called undying love, understand!:D
my sponsored outfit, her black flops not takened.
btw, i ransacked her wardrobe and she has pretty belts man. i shall rob them.

work was a breeze and caught some gossips abt ytd's company party. (which i missed cos ive got no life and nerds dnt party) seriously. im all backpack and sneakers lately
*FLASH BRACES SMILE*
oh, and saw this cute little boy during work when he showed me his toy-filled magazine.
we played in-store catching and i crowned him with my hat.
ahas.
so cheek-pinchingly cute right?!?!?! I KNOW MAN!
im so going for lecture tmr. toodles(:

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

im gonna miss the icecream carnival):
darn, heard that they are flying 10 new B&J flavours from the US!! and you absolutely cannot get in spore. blame work. i hate you work. 6 dec

its when you fool others, you start fooling yourself.
they are at two opposite ends of th house.
now, it just to play oblivious and live in my own bubble.

supposed to do some study but ended up going IKEA!
amanda droved us there and her driving has improved significantly:D
happy; cos i had 2hotdogs and some meatballs w added gravy.
the aunty must have spiked my gravy, feel dubbly ubbly happy after.
was fetched back to sch to print stuffs and then french.

while the two when smoking, we went fiddling about.fiddling about is FUN!
dear sylvia, the sports girl of the day.
toilet bowl.
shin sin and sylvia(:
all the random-et shots la.
i think the panda is so cute man! sheesh, i want an IKEA PANDA now.
yes. i always want everything huh:xand i tink ive got superb skills. see, how handsome(:YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!i think im a loony, its really th gravy.
cute rite? aww.
yea, we got no childhood la.
(:
even chun leng joined us. perhaps we are deprived. perhaps the puppet are just irresistably cute!

clar msged me durning french in CAPS that there is cream cheese for tomo. cant wait,shall do my resume and cover letter tomo.
and french. shoots. im closer and closer to it alr.
that feeling sucks.